for dear life XD...why??? because I need to figure out what the crap I want to do with it for my bro's wedding, I don't want anything too crazy obviously, I'm a bridesmaid, not the bride...though it'd be pretty hard to outshine her anyways, as she will be amazingly gorgeous. but yeah...

My hair's so difficult and hates holding styles so much that it's really been a chore, I don't want an up-do as I hate them simply for the fact that they get annoying to carry around after a while when you have long or heavy hair, and I just don't think they look as good on me, but then my options may be limited because yeah, my hair has proven to be very, VERY style resistant, want to do a loose curl look? sure...for maybe a half hour...then it drops whatever curl you put in it and decides to be somewhere between curled and straight...and generally ends up looking just kind of droopy...and blah...

I may have stumbled upon something though, very understated, but relatively uniform compared to my normally somewhat frizzy, occasionally rocker-ish tousled mass of waves. only thing is I have only half of it done at the moment, lol, I ran out of time when my brother came home and needed to get ready to go somewhere so I bailed with half pretty hair, half frizzy, I-don't-care-I'm-not-going-anywhere hair XD hopefully he finishes soon and I can get back to work

...I should probably play with makeup too, try and come up with one complete look...and then post pictures and see if I can't get a review from others :/

as to why I wrote this here, I dunno, I think I'm at once venting hair frustration and just using it sort of as a notepad to try and coordinate my thought process here lol